Conversation With God

by: Author Unknown,

When I asked, "Why did you make her have abnormalities?"

He answered, "Not abnormalities, uniqueness."
When I said, "Why are you doing this to us?"

He answered, "Not doing, but allowing."
When I screamed, "I can't live if you take her."

He answered, "I am what sustains you."
When I prayed, "Let this cup pass from my lips."

He said, "All works for my will to be done."
When I cried, "She needs her mother."

He whispered, "Only I love her more than you."
When I held her still body and sobbed, "It is over."

He said, "It has only begun."
When I shook my fist at Heaven and yelled, "I am angry at you."

He said, "I know."
When I said, "You don't understand this pain, this loss."

He reminded me, "I, too, lost my child, my only child."
When I asked, "How? How can I help anyone when I'm in this pit?"

He said, "Slowly, you will heal, and comfort others."